Rain

(album: Distance - 2020)

Rain come and wash away everything that I see
Flood the room I'm in and cover me
When the water rises will you try to still remember me?
Sinking beneath that place you call your memory
If you're the ghost, what could I ever be?
Haunting
You never needed it. You never felt what I felt
You don't hurt like I hurt. No, I don't need your help
I can sink by myself. I can hate by myself
I can live by myself. I can love no one else
I can feel. No, I can't
I think no one else could ever sink
To the place I learned to go within
That I learned to find comfort in
Mess. Mess. Just like the rest
Always behind but I'm doing my best
Wasting my time cause I don't know what's next
And scared doesn't even begin to describe it
I try to deny it, the end is in sight
And I fight it with everything that's inside
And I'm lost. I'm so lost. So lost

Oh, I just hope you know
Your emptiness infects me
Can't breathe, my chest is heavy
No medicine can take away you
It feels never ending
To think you made me happy
I guess I lied to hide from the truth

I guess I lied to hide from the truth