Lost

(album: Melatonin Dreams - 2021)

(Convo)
It's not stained
Well it looks stain
What's with all the clothes on the ground
Don't you have like a... don't you have drawers?
Jesus, how much clothes do you have

I'm lost
I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace shot out of orbit
Floating into outer space
I'm amazed
I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life
I still don't know my name
Notice that I walk with inhibition
Feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say
That you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out I'm unhappy
I just wanna be around

Why do I deserve to die?
Doesn't everybody lie once in a while?
Why do I try to stay alive?
Why am I unorganized?
I despise the lies
That keeps me tied until I reach my time
Pain hurts yeah
Pain hurts
Pain hurts though I try to be patient
And I know that I'm slow
I'll be open for a new interpretation

Ah...
I know I've been messing around for too long
But I guess I'm too dumb to say that I'm wrong
I'm a little young to think that I'm strong
I belong to who? I hope it's not long
(I hope it's not long) I'm falling down
(I hope)
(I'm falling down) I'm falling down
(I'm falling, falling to you)

I'm lost
I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace shot out of orbit
Floating into outer space
I'm amazed
I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life
I still don't know my name
Notice that I walk with inhibition
Feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say
That you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out I'm unhappy
I just wanna be around