Nightmares

(album: Lost In Meanwhile City - 2012)

"Anywhere can feel like a prison when you don't have any faith
The only thing that got me through the endless night... was the plan. Stay focused! Stay sane!

[Guy:] Hello?
[Girl:] I hope you're proud of your self
[Guy:] 'ya talking about?
[Girl:] My best friend... really?
[Guy:] Whateva'
[Girl:] "Whateva...? What ever... you f...

All I seem to do is fuss and fight
'Cause all I ever do is speak my mind
And this is just another lonely morning
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
'Cause I've been having those
Nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
This is just another hopeless story
Because I never leave the past behind

Look... I've lost control of my emotions
But I'm still living I'm just going through the motions
Psychologically, I've got issues
Don't know how to approach 'em
Plus I'm affiliated by association
This sinister reality is gruesome
I wish I could take it back a bit
And think of a solution
I've never felt more like Frank Ocean
Cause I've been thinking 'bout forever, sulking
My mother's mid-life crisis got me thinking
Where is the sense in over doing it with drinking
Living like we haven't got a prayer
Constantly we're thinking
I close my eyes because I can't be bothered blinking
I feel to drop into a sleep so deep
That I could escape from everybody that knows me, phones me
Life in Meanwhile City is lonely
But I know it's my one and only

All I seem to do is fuss and fight
'Cause all I ever do is speak my mind
And this is just another lonely morning
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
'Cause I've been having those
Nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
This is just another hopeless story
Because I never leave the past behind

Look, you won't believe it if I told ya
You think I'm perfect cause' I've got bits of exposure
Plus I'm keeping my composure
It doesn't matter
In the grass there lies a cobra
Ready to strike at all times
So I keep dodging the bullet like a soldier
Yeah I'm Boris the blade call me the Bullet Dodger
But I still can't see my future
I just hear the words of that same old teacher
That told me that I gotta be my own believer
If I wanna succeed or be any type of a leader
Martin Luther had a dream
That's a pretty thing
And that's a real king
But the line between a nightmare is pretty thin
All my dreams start bright
But that's the thing when you're living a hard life
I fall asleep drift onto the dark side
And wake up sweating in the middle of the night

All I seem to do is fuss and fight
'Cause all I ever do is speak my mind
And this is just another lonely morning
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
'Cause I've been having those
Nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
This is just another hopeless story
Because I never leave the past behind

All I seem to do is fuss and fight
'Cause all I ever do is speak my mind
And this is just another lonely morning, lonely morning, lonely morning
And I've been those nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
And this is just another hopeless story, hopeless story, hopeless story

All I seem to do is fuss and fight
'Cause all I ever do is speak my mind
And this is just another lonely morning
But I don't wanna be alone tonight
'Cause I've been having those
Nightmares, nightmares