Troubled & Tormented

(album: The Journal Of An Evil Genius - 2014)

Yo, you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
No, you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
My world is dark and I don't even say I got the blues
But in order for me to win somebody's gotta lose
This is insignificant said the people who came out their momma's womb holding a silver spoon

Cos I been having those nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares

And that's the real truth cos I was born in to struggle raised in the hardship
I started off soft turned hard quick I'm deeply troubled and tormented
I'm literally demented this is premeditated I'm meant to be repenting

I been having those nightmares, nightmares, nightmares, nightmares

I just get consumed by this dark persona that floods in to the room
I don't think I'll ever make a happy tune
Tonight somebody must die and I don't wanna say why
Please Lord don't judge me, don't judge me, don't judge me
Forgive me for I have sinned but the devil is troubling me
You couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
I'm tormented deeply
Now I'm troubling you
And I'm coming to make you bleed somebody must die

No I don't know my purpose on this earth all I know is I was way above the surface at birth
Started off good dropped from the heavens that's a story of the devil
Someone tell me how I ended up worse me and Lucifer are similar
I'm an outcast too
Now we're familiar he's telling me to [?]
But I don't really wanna
Make another sad tune I'll stand up above your statue
Singing RIP standing in the graveyard dripping from the raindrop and to my knees
Thinking how did we grow up in the ends then go from being friends to arch enemies
Please Lord don't judge me let this be prevented I love you
But I'm tormented tonight somebody must die
And I don't wanna say why

Please Lord don't judge me, don't judge me, don't judge me
Forgive me for I have sinned but the devil is troubling me
You couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
I'm tormented deeply
Now I'm troubling you
And I'm coming to make you bleed somebody must die