S.O.S

(album: Kairos - 2019)

Walking down this long road
I don't know if I will come home
Seeking out the answers
But it doesn't really matter anymore

And if you don't understand I don't care
You don't feel what I feel, cause you're not there
It is real oh the violence inside of me
But I refuse the silence I am done with hiding

It ain't hard to tell
That life is so real out here
It ain't hard to tell
And it feels like nobody cares
It ain't hard to tell
But if you look inside my life
It ain't hard to tell
That I'm not gonna loose this fight

No one got the answers cant get any one to answer
I've been writing all these letters
Not knowing where to sent them
Oh don't say I didn't try

And if you don't understand I don't care
Cause you don't feel what I feel, cause you're not there
It is real oh the violence inside of me
But I am done with hiding

It ain't hard to tell
That life is so real out here
It ain't hard to tell
And it feels like nobody cares
It ain't hard to tell
But if you look inside my life
It ain't hard to tell
That I'm not gonna loose this fight

The oceans are rising the stars are colliding
The ocean returns to the deep
The train leaves the station and here in amazement
I refuse to put it to sleep
Temporary problems seems not to deserve the eternal lost and defeat
So here I am striving to see the sun shinning threw all of the pain that I see

It ain't hard to tell
That life is so real out here
It ain't hard to tell
And it feels like nobody cares
It ain't hard to tell
But if you look inside my life
It ain't hard to tell
That I'm not gonna loose this fight