Tailspin

(album: Slowly Getting Better - 2021)

The reason I get fucked up
Is the seasons
Just leave me busted leave me bleeding
I've torn up the roots I've seeded
But was it needed?

Some highway signs
Lead to a better life
Inside my mind
(Inside my mind)

Well I think it's time that I let you know
I'm spiraling out of control
It hurts me now more than it did before
I'm wearing thin I can't take much more
I'd pull the chute if I could find the cord
But I'm falling fast and I know for sure
That I'll never get back what I'm looking for
No I'll never get back what I'm looking for

I'm over thinking
Anything and everything
My ship is sinking
I hold my breath before I drown again
I know this feeling
Can't shake my fear
Of the pain of healing
It's been a year since I stopped believing

Well I think it's time that I let you know
I'm spiraling out of control
It hurts me now more than it did before
And I'm wearing thin I can't take much more
I'd pull the chute if I could find the cord
But I'm falling fast and I know for sure
That I'll never get back what I'm looking for
No I'll never get back what I'm looking for
Well I think it's time I let you know
I'm spiraling out of control
It hurts me now more than before
And I'm wearing thin I can't take much more
I'd pull the chute if I could find the cord
But I'm falling fast and I know for sure
That I'll never get back what I'm looking for
No I'll never get back what I'm looking for

The reason I get fucked up
Is the seasons
Just leave me busted leave me bleeding
I've torn up the roots I've seeded
The roots I've seeded