In My Head

(album: Bleached Serpent - 2021)

I'm in my head and I am stuck
Done all I can, it wasn't enough
I need a friend but everyone's gone
I'm in my head right where I belong

I've lived out a suitcase
Since Bruce Wayne was Christian Bale
Yes I am a Christian
But I don't believe religious tales
I was signed to Sony
And my homies thought I hit it big
Isn't it funny how the system is?
They thought I was rich
But I was getting shit thrown at me on Twitter threads
I swear to God I'm innocent
But nobody is listening
I had to creep and crawl my way out
I mean all the way out
I have a bunch of guns
I promise they were all just laid out (the safe route)
Ready to turn my head to spaghetti
I never meant for this ending
But then I ran through my memory
Remembered I am the envy of everyone who resents me
If anyone should repent it's the people who never met me

Maybe they should check the mirror
The Devil's in the details, dear (and)

I'm in my head and I am stuck
Done all I can, it wasn't enough
I need a friend but everyone's gone
I'm in my head right where I belong
I'm in my head and I am stuck
Done all I can, it wasn't enough
I need a friend but everyone's gone
I'm in my head right where I belong

I'm the bleached serpent
The blonde person
Your mom heard at the concert
When I dropped verses
So shocked when I stopped cursing
Like "Mom this is not Perkins
It's rock with a dark version of pop and hip-hop merging"
I profit off shock (it's working)
I'm a crazy-headed monster
People hate me and I'm honored
I'm a Kamikaze bomber
Can I say that any longer?
Shit, I'm cancelled anyhow
Labels scared to take me out
So I have to take 'em out
Not not to say I'm not affected
I lost a lot, I'm not respected
My image fucked, I can't repair it
My only friends are my parents
I trust no one and I never will
Stab my back and you're getting killed
Two-face bitch like heads or tails
We ain't friends, that ship has sailed

Maybe they should check the mirror
The Devil's in the details, dear (and)

I'm in my head and I am stuck
Done all I can, it wasn't enough
I need a friend but everyone's gone
I'm in my head right where I belong
I'm in my head and I am stuck
Done all I can, it wasn't enough
I need a friend but everyone's gone
I'm in my head right where I belong

I'm in my head (I'm in my)
Done all I can (I'm in my)
I need a friend (I'm in my)
I'm in my
I'm in my
I'm in my