Thoughtful Distress

(album: Melodies On Hiatus - 2023)

Do you still love her when you feel bad?
An angry loser when you're low
Every moment that she takes you
Is just a moment she controls

I don't wanna say
I love you more than yesterday
You tried to make it go away
That only made me wanna chase

Dying to be the one you keep
There's no way that I can leave
Asking may I be excused?
Words you know I never use
Back then I was on the run
It was never that much fun
What's that hiding up your sleeve
Laughing at me nervously

Tell me one more thing
My future is an offering
I put it on a china plate
But maybe you don't like the taste

I could recover after all that
At least, I think that I could cope
I'd be the person that you don't ask
If he's alright, cause you'd just know

Dying to be the one you keep
There's no way that I can leave
Asking may I be excused?
Words you know I never use
Back then I was on the run
Waking up and still half drunk
Wondering what you saw in me
Something that I still don't see

Back then I was on the run
Waking up and still half drunk
Wondering what you saw in me
Something that I still don't see

Something that I still don't see