Back At The Beginning

(album: Superstar - 2020)

I'm in a deep sleep
You're making eyes at me
And now you're in my body
And your kiss is all teeth

If I could do this life again, I'd come back as a lamb
And let you make me a bed
Grass is fine, the table's set, the words push from my lips
And I'm filled with regret

Oh-whoa, I'm back at the beginning
Now that it's so easy
Oh-whoa, I'm back at the beginning
Going after paradise
Wandering forward at what I'm making hide

I like to dress up all my fears
Doll them up in Play-Doh, man
(Got to get your mind, got to get your mind ready)
Slap some lipstick on a pig
Tell me I like to pretend

If I could do this again, I'd come back as a red flag
And pass the fire as it stands
'Cause if you don't think we're in hell now, babe, take another look around
Everything's engulfed in flame, it's all coming down

Oh, I'm back at the beginning
Now that it's so easy
Oh-whoa, I'm back at the beginning
Don't know which way is pain and which way is reason
Oh-whoa, is this where you wanted?
Oh-whoa, is this where you wanted to be?
Oh no, 'cause I'm back at the beginning
'Cause soon, I am God

Oh
(Do you wonder how it'd be to start again?)
(Do you wonder, do you, do you?)
Is this really where you wanted (I'm back at the beginning)
Is this really where you wanted to be? (I'm back at the beginning)
Is this really where you wanted (I'm back at the beginning)
Is this really where you wanted to be? (I'm back at the beginning)