Old Self

(album: Expensive Sounds For Nice People - 2021)

Punch my lights out
Or kiss me sweetly
I can't control my fate
There's a freak show
That lives within me
I can't control my brain

I am always getting high, so high
But I come down hard every time
And I have tried to set my demons free
Guess I like their sick company

If I told my old self
It'll be okay
It'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
If I told my old self
It'll be okay
It'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
Would I be better?

If I told my old self
If I told my old self

The architects left me
With a half-built
Palace by the sea
Floors of marble
A big sky ceiling
That rains all over me

I am always getting high, so high
But I come down hard every time
And I have tried to set my demons free
But they've dug their claws in so deep

If I told my old self
It'll be okay
It'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
If I told my old self
It'll be okay
It'll be okay, yeah
Would I be better?
Would I be better now?

If I told my old self
If I told my old self
If I told my old self
It'll be okay
It'll be okay
Would I be better now?