More Than Misery

(album: Reflections - 2023)

(The beat of my heart
The beat of my heart is stalling
The beat of my heart
The beat of my heart is stalling)

I don't want to be alone, in a spell that you cast
And I can't help but love the misery, you're feeding me
Tell me how you made it so hypnotising
And why you made me not want to go
I'd sacrifice or pay the price

Let me hear it, I won't shy away
'Cause I believe you'll free me
Break your spell, untie me from the chains

I can honestly say
It's like a fight for me to breathe everyday
But I'm okay
Into the unknown
I can honestly say my life's worth more than misery

I'm sick of all the sleepless nights
Criticising to make this right
It's like a curse and now it hurts, it really hurts
And now you only ever want to twist my words
Spending time with you only makes me worse
Your soul is misery, set me free

I can honestly say
It's like a fight for me to breathe everyday
But I'm okay
Into the unknown
I can honestly say my life's worth more than misery

I don't fear it, I won't shy away
Break your spell, untie me from the chains
I don't fear you, I don't need to pray
Rain just come and wash this all away

When I feel like I'm nothing
Feel my heart breaking
And I see the darkness creeping in
I know that you're watching
Know that you're praying
That this pain will never end

But I was born to break free
And you will never break me
So I hope you're listening

I can honestly say
It's like a fight for me to breathe everyday
But I'm okay
But I'm okay
Into the unknown
I can honestly say
My life's worth more than misery