Withdrawals

(album: I Changed - 2020)

The high don't ever change
But there's nothing like the withdrawals
Drowning in the pain
Praying that it lift off

I need some big M's filling up the duffle bag
Is that too much to ask?
I can't count on no one else so I just count the cash
Coming first but I was built to last

Feeling just like Pablo
Lamborghini doors suicide
Pray all my demons die slow
Hang 'em up like they was crucified
Find me where the lettuce is
Had to keep the trap a secret like your fetishes
Look at all my sins like they was heaven sent
Cure my poverty from serving all this medicine

Homie, you could judge me, but you don't know what shit I came from
Same sign but same time, we still not the same one
Drugs always feel good, that is 'til the pain come
And you shine 'til it rains some

'cause the high don't ever change
But there's nothing like the withdrawals
Drowning in the pain
Praying that it lift off
The high don't ever change
But there's nothing like the withdrawals
Drowning in the pain
Praying that it lift off

I need some big M's filling up the duffle bag
Is that too much to ask?
I can't count on no one else so I just count the cash
Coming first but I was built to last

Nothing is clearer, oh
My vision impaired, afraid of the mirror
Washed in the shore of a place that I fear
I was just popping shit, running a race, pouring the drank up
Lifestyle, I want the taste in a drank cup
Stuck in the mall with the mud, and I can't budge
It's just a thing when we link up

And homie, you could judge me, but you don't know what shit I came from
Same sign but same time, we still not the same one
Drugs always feel good, that is 'til the pain come
And you shine 'til it rains some

'cause the high don't ever change
But there's nothing like the withdrawals
Drowning in the pain
Praying that it lift off
The high don't ever change
But there's nothing like the withdrawals
Drowning in the pain
Praying that it lift off
'cause the high don't ever change
'cause the high don't ever change