What If This Could Be Better?

(album: This Isn't Even My Final Form - 2022)

Cocaine on your bedside eyes don't sleep
Sins of my father washing over me
Even in your absence I'm gon' reach
Then I heard your speech
Like what if this could be better than you thought it could be?
What if this could be better than you thought it could be?
People change like the seasons and it's never complete
RIP to the old me

I don't wanna die in vain
Tell me that it's gotta mean something
I pray that I wasn't for nothing
Cause I been through too much pain
Baptized in childhood trauma
Only saint I knew was my momma
The glass on the window stained
Unsure where I should aim
I already lost everything
So on the other side is so much to gain
Off the rails with no place to train
And the devil on me, he biting with both fangs
Walk through the valleys of hell with no flames
The city I'm in is so strange
All I did was overcompensate with gold chains
And four Ranges
It just made more anxious
I said a prayer open my eyes to no angels
Being alone is so dangerous
The things we consume are so contagious
The scenes on the screen
The food that we eat
You don't hear the truth when we speak
It made me think there's a lot of room to compete
With our own self, think about it

What if this could be better than you thought it could be?
What if this could be better than you thought it could be?
People change like the seasons and it's never complete
RIP to the old me

Got me singing like...

La la la-la la
La la la-la la
La la la-la la
RIP to the old me

What if this could be better than you thought it could be?
What if this could be better than you thought it could be?
People change like the seasons and it's never complete
RIP to the old me

Cocaine on your bedside eyes don't sleep
Sins of my father washing over me
Even in your absence I'm on reach
Then I heard your speech