I Hate It All

(album: Broken - 2018)

What's a life without glee
A life without trust
A life without happiness
A life without love
Man I hate it all
Bitch I don't understand it
You took my love for granted
The same one I trusted came around to cause me damage
Now I hate it all
So I hide inside my room
Isolated writing tunes
Cause I been sick of myself
I'm sick of the thoughts
That taunt me til I lose
Fuck, I hate it all
Fuck I hate being loved
And I hate being hated
I love getting drunk
And I love getting faded
It takes me to a place
Where everything's amazing
But holds me back from fighting through the pain until I'm jaded
Man I hate it all
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I fucking hate it all
Look, asking to Gods why I'm alive
I'm living in hell I'm stuck in my mind
I wish I could leave and put it to ease
But I won't pass the pain
Man hate it all
Look, I know it's hard when you got problems in your mental
And no one gives a fuck so you got no one you can vent to
My serotonin's low, my anxiety's successful
I'm running out of ad and now my life's becoming stressful
Cause I hate it all
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I fucking hate it all
See I seen family members die and I always wondered why
I was cursed to see this shit cause now it's stuck inside my mind
Seen them gasping for a breath, made a wish to give them mine
It's been years since he has passed and it's replaying all the time
I fucking hate it all
Look, I fucking hate it all