The One

(album: Broken - 2018)

[CHVSE:]
Yeah yeah
I'm about to keep it real
Show you motherfuckers how I feel
Uh
I'm about to keep it real
Show you motherfuckers how I really feel

I thought I finally found, the one
I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, yeah
Bitch I thought I finally found

The one girl around who won't fuck up my head
And keep it innocent out loud and a freak in the bed
Man my heart so broke, I can't be cheated again
'Cause in a week of breaking up you wanna sleep with my friend
Bitch I was setting up your clothing, setting up your promo
Bought you some equipment then you hit me with this low blow
Funding you entirely 'cause you was making no dough
All you did was sit at home and focus on your photos
But I'm dead to you, right?
Even though I helped you out almost every night
I taught you how to keep it strong when you stepped in the fight
And called the ambulance when you was chasing heavenly lights

I thought I finally found, the one
I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, yeah
Bitch I thought I finally found

The one girl around who was treating me right
And that's true, you was good, I could sleep through the night
But then it started getting colder, I would freeze at the sight
Of every lie that you would tell me and believe it was right
Bitch I'm just sick of all this dumb shit, feeling like I'm done with
Ever tryna slip into the dm's of a dumb bitch
Try to help you make a fucking move and you ain't done shit
You ain't got the drive to make it big or even run with
The wolves
But I'ma shepherd the sheep
And you was following my path tryna step in to eat
Man I believed every sentence when you said it to me
But now it's clear that you're a snake and it was best that I leave

I thought I finally found, the one
I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, the one
Bitch I thought I finally found, yeah
Bitch I thought I finally found

The one girl around who was actually dope
And never focused on the path, she just ran with the flow
But then I started seeing that she's having trouble to cope
Instead of dealing with the problems she just came at my throat
And started saying all this nonsense, fucking with my process
Told her she should chill and maybe focus on the concepts
Took what I would tell her then she blew it out of context
Sat right by a bottle of pills then swallowed the contents, Fuck
Then she called me on the phone
Saying sorry and goodbye and I knew she was alone
So I told her take her finger and to shove it down her throat
But she didn't so I had to send the medics to her home

[CHVSE (Operator):]
[*phone rings*]
Pick up the fucking phone
[*phone rings*]
Pick up the fucking phone!
(911, what's your emergency?)
Save this bitch, man I said save this bitch
She's obviously fucking crazy if she'd take that shit
I know she's acting out of impulse, she's a crazy bitch
But that's the bitch that I have picked for my relationship
I'm hyperventilating, shit I think I'm 'bout to black out
(Sir, take a breath. We don't need your ass to pass out)
I'm sorry operator, I just want to fucking lash out
She really crossed a line, I should punch her in the damn mouth
If I was there right now, she'd get a piece of my mind
I'm fucking sick of dealing with this, I got shit in my mind
I haven't dealt with any of it, I've seen family die
But now she wanna act sick to get an ambulance ride?
The stupid bitch
She's always playing the victim
I tried to help her through these issues, but she never would listen
And now she's probably gonna die, 'cause she swallowed all the medicine
Another fucking problem that's embedded in my head again

[Chvse (Operator):]
(Alright sir, you've gotta calm down. Take a deep breath, in through the nose, out through the mouth. What started this?)
Ah shit man
(We want to know why)
Fuck
(Sir we need to know why she's doing this before we can help)

Fuck, it's 'cause I caught her cheating
See she was talking to this dude she liked the other evening
And she would use her SnapChat so I could never read it
But then she took a step further and she'd go delete it
Man I'm freaking
But that's not the reason
I told her ass that I was done and that I'm fucking leaving
'Cause I ain't dealing with another bitch that's hiding feelings
About some dude I barely knew and that she'd talk to when I'm fucking sleeping
I must be fucking dreaming
You better send an ambulance while she's still fucking breathing
'Cause even though I hate her guts, I still love her dearly
And she's lucky that I'm around and I'm still thinking clearly
'Cause if this shit fucking happened 'bout an hour ago
I would've let those meds sit for an hour or so
I'm sorry that I'm venting to you, but it's sitting on my conscience
I wish I didn't call, shit I'm simply being honest