31

(album: Plz Stay, Bb - 2020)

I'm not the one that you've been waiting on
I'm not Janine
In a single way, I let you down
I'll miss you around
Got a wondering eye
And I don't trust myself

Go telling God that you've been praying on
Or to the friend who's listening in vain
This is just a phase
I'm just a phase
Memory one day
That'll leave you

Feel nothing at all
Most of the time you ask me to see
But I don't wanna try

At 31, I still make the same mistakes
As when I was young
At 31, I still make the same mistakes
As when I was young

Maybe I've hurt you, maybe made you cry
Left you alone
Without explaining my ways
How can I explain?
The ways in which I changed
I've been wounded and afraid
Before this

So please, don't say you understand me, now
It's just a lie
'Cause I don't understand
And all I know is true:
I used to be good
Now I'm just some fool
So [?]

My God, I'm a liar
Most of the time
You asked me to seek
But darling, I'm too tired

At 31, I still make the same mistakes
As when I was young
At 31, I still make the same mistakes
As when I was young