Messy

You're doing this on purpose
Giving me a glimpse of your life through a filter
Drinking champagne, alibis, middle fingers
I don't even wanna know
So I just leave it all alone
But how did it get this way between us
Maybe that's why I didn't wanna believe it
Hiding between the lines
Until I saw with my own eyes
It feels like we are lost again
So full of mixed emotions
When do we let this die
When did the spark leave both of our eyes

How did it get so messy, messy
I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you
And it all falls down before our eyes
Messy, Messy
Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
If this is heaven
I don't wanna know what hell is like

When did it start, and where does it end
Did we build castles just to play pretend?
You slept in my bed, you left me on read
Your love was so cold that I could see my own breath
I know I got issues, and you've got your games
I'm trying to track you down but I'm just running in place
Chasing something that can never be mine
I can't win when you're moving the finish line

It feels like we are lost again
So full of mixed emotions
When do we let this die
When did the spark leave both of our eyes

How did it get so messy, messy
I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you
And it all falls down before our eyes
Messy, messy
Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
If this is heaven
I don't wanna know what hell is like

If only I could turn back time
Go back to where it all began
Before everything we did turned into fighting
We used to tolerate it
We became what we hated
Ignoring all the signs
So we don't have to compromise

How did it get so messy
How did it get here

How did it get so messy, messy
Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
If this is heaven
I don't wanna know, what hell is like
What hell is like
(How did it get so messy, messy)
What hell is like
(I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you)
What hell is like
(How did it get so messy, messy)
I don't wanna know what hell is like

How did it get so messy?