partially there

(album: dial up connections - 2023)

Autopilot I'm on
In pieces I left I'm gone
This house don't feel like my home
My closet filled up with bones
My daddy never came home
I learned this shit on my own
My mommy worries a lot
It's hard to talk on the phone

I been so off
Laying here all by myself
I'm tryna hold on
Falling off these walls that I built
And I been stalling
Sorry I just came to confess
That I don't know how
I'm gonna handle the stress
Handle the stress
Try to give it my best
I can't sleep I can't rest
I just wanna forget

Ohh
Ohh

I used to roam through the streets
Looking for somewhere to be
I used to pop open cars
That didn't belong to me
When I got older I stopped
But I was still pretty lost
I'd fuck a girl from the club
But that was never enough

I try to be sincere
But I know I fuck it up
I appreciate you listen
For me that's just enough
For you to keep me here
Don't wanna disappear
Sometimes I wander off
Sometimes I'm cavalier
I got a lot of flaws
I try to put them off
That pussy got me soft
She say she want it raw
Baby you got me numb
You help me clear my thoughts
You help me take a break
For me that's just enough

I been so off
Laying here all by myself
I'm tryna hold on
Falling off these walls that I built
And I been stalling
Sorry I just came to confess
That I don't know how
I'm gonna handle the stress
Handle the stress
Try to give it my best
I can't sleep I can't rest
I just wanna forget

Ohh
Ohh