Forgotten

(album: Cruce Signati - 2010)

I'm feeling like... uselessness
I'm feeling like, there's nothing I can do
To make me feel alive, when I'm this far from You
I can't take this life and make it make any sense
I can't make it right... so still I ride this fence
Torn between the God I love and the memories of my sin
But every time I fail is a reminder that I need you again

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feeling so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten

This life that I hate... still walking in the shadows of my mistakes
My sin, in my face... still living in this past I can't erase
I'm a broken life, put back together by You
Yet it's this broken life that I keep on running to
I know it's gotta be just sympathy that got You holding onto me
I've been wrong for so long... I don't know what You see in me

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feeling so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten

I'm hanging on the edge...
Somewhere in the middle of this war in my head
I'm trying to walk a line...
Pretending everything is fine
When I'm dead inside. It's just a piece of me I let nobody know
I'm so tired of chasing You to let You go...
I can't take it no more, cause each time that I leave
Is like stepping in a world with no air to breathe
I'm on my knees is shame, crying out Your beautiful name!

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child
Cause You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love
Forget about today and how I failed
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself
I'm sick of feeling so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten