Drinks (from "Promising Young Woman" soundtrack)

He got mad, so I got drinks
No I'm not walking around in circles worried about what he thinks
Out with my friend, drinking a drink
Alexa knows the bartender, so all the drinks are free
He got mad, so I got drinks
Yeah some shit went down, so now I'm up for anything
Out with my friend, drinking a drink
I don't know what the problem is
I don't think it's me

First things first, yeah I know it's a bummer
That's right, it started with one that turned into another
You know I won't fake it or keep it under cover
And with it all out in the open, I can be me again

Taking a band aid and ripping it off
Wish that I could but I can't care at all
House made of cards and it's starting to fall does it feel like I'm sprinkling salt?

He got mad, so I got drinks
No I'm not walking around in circles worried about what he thinks
Out with my friend, drinking a drink
Alexa knows the bartender, so all the drinks are free (yeah)
He got mad (so mad), so I got drinks (some drinks)
Yeah some shit went down, so now I'm up for anything
Out with my friend (my friend), drinking a drink (drink drink)
I don't know what the problem is
I don't think it's me

Feeling like it's automatic
Everything is so dramatic
Silver screens and movie scenes
Don't make it so cinematic
Nothing's ever picture perfect
Happy endings can be tragic
As soon as it's over, I can be me again

Taking a band aid and ripping it off
Wish that I could but I can't care at all
House made of cards and it's starting to fall does it feel like I'm sprinkling salt?

He got mad, so I got drinks (some drinks)
No I'm not walking around in circles worried about what he thinks
Out with my friend, drinking a drink (no no no no)
Alexa knows the bartender, so all the drinks are free (yeah)
He got mad (so mad), so I got drinks (some drinks)
Yeah some shit went down, so now I'm up for anything
Out with my friend, drinking a drink
I don't know what the problem is
I don't think it's me