Thoughts

(album: I Thought This Would Go Differently - 2017)

I don't know what to think about you now
I'm on the edge of the world, think I might fall off
I'm 'bout to pull the fucking plug, I'm giving up
You look at me like you want it but I don't give a fuck
Eyes rolled back to the other side of your head
I'm the one you think about before you're dead
Your thoughts don't mean shit in the end, you know that
You never really have a friend (Just know that)

I'm so far away from the surface
Thought you would like it if I wasn't so nervous
And so I did what I had to do (Did what I had to do)
I didn't know what I had to lose

You're going through it, yeah I know, I am too
You don't know what it's like (It's like a tattoo)
Permanent, on my skin
Showing through, shouldn't have let you in

I don't know what to think about it
I don't know what to think about it

I don't know what to think about you now
I'm on the edge of the world, think I might fall off
I'm 'bout to pull the fucking plug, I'm giving up
You look at me like you want it but I don't give a fuck
Eyes rolled back to the other side of your head
I'm the one you think about before you're dead
Your thoughts don't mean shit in the end, you know that
You never really have a friend (Just know that)