My Own Enemy

(album: Scandinavian Aftermath - 2021)

Automatic, it is like a curse
Someway somehow, it will go from bad to worse
My own enemy

I got mind pollution, something's messing with my head
It's like a god damn death wish
Can't believe that I'm not dead
My own enemy

Self-execution, I'm hanging by a thread
I barely can explain it, so I scream my thoughts instead
Just so you know

My fortune will be gone soon
Clear skies into a monsoon
After sun comes rain

But will it always be this way?
Will I be over myself one day?
Get on top of the world then making it burn
Then slowly I watch it fade away
No wonder I break down, make sense now
The circle's complete and now I can see I'm my own enemy

I destroy myself, too proud to scream for help
Try to convince myself I play the cards I've been dealt
But I know that I'm a product of my own stupid creation
Asking for forgiveness as I'm burning down the nation
I know that I'm the reason, the one who holds me back
The darkness in my mind paints my world black

But will it always be this way? Will I be over myself one day?
Get on top of the world then making it burn
Then slowly I watch it fade away
No wonder I break down, make sense now
The circle's complete and now I can see I'm my own enemy

My fortune will be gone soon. Clear skies into a monsoon
After sun comes rain

But will it always be this way? Will I be over myself one day?
Get on top of the world then making it burn
Then slowly I watch it fade away
No wonder I break down, make sense now
The circle's complete and now I can see I'm my own enemy