Nihilist Gundam

(album: Hearts Of Gold - 2021)

All my friends are getting concerned
That I will never ever learn
I need to break these patterns
Of self-destructive behavior
Behavior
Behavior

Cynicism's a mechanism
Why am I acting like a nihilist Gundam
Maybe it's time to let someone in

All my friends are getting concerned
That I will never ever learn
I need to break these patterns
Of self-destructive behavior
Behavior
Behavior

Feeling so guilty, why won't you forgive me
If you're not gonna change then why would you say sorry
I got lots of problems I put off too often
Don't wait 'til rock bottom 'til you try to solve them
Making excuses for when I am useless
Drinking Grey Gooses and covered in bruises
Why am I such a clueless idiot

I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
Of self-destructive behavior

I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns
I need to break these patterns