Heavily Medicated

(album: Fuq-N-Es-Kay - 2009)

I had enough
Just let it go
I'm sick of being a freak show
And I don't want your sympathy
Just watch me cut myself and bleed

Cut, rip, stab let the blood fall down
I'm addicted to this pain
And there's more to go around
I wanna kill for the thrill but it's all on me
And I try to wake up but it's not a fuckin dream

I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind

I'm sick of this life
And I want to just give up
I'm sitting in this chair just giving my wrist a stare
I want to pull out this razor blade and let my life just fade away
It's getting hard to breathe after every little breath
Cause all these tears just pour
And black men say that I'm too fuckin emo
I'm just ready to leave this life and drag this blade across my throat
And leave everyone
But because I left no note

I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind
I don't care if I just can't breathe suddenly
I try every minute of everyday but I'm going insane
Just lock me up cause I'm losing my mind