Nightmare

(album: Canal & Richvale - 2013)

All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes
And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights
This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare
Cuz once she's gone, keep thinking about it, and I really can't get her back
But right now I got money in a fat wallet
And a bad bitch on my lap, she don't love me
This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare

And I've been at this party too long
I need to go home
I really mean it this is not my scene
I think this drink is too strong
I only drink it cuz the whole team's faded
And I still feel alone
My wifey broke up with me last night
Now I'm glued to my phone
But you don't wanna talk
You don't wanna listen
But it's bad bitches right beside me
But I feel so distant
And I swear she gotta thick frame
But she call me by my nickname
And I swear her friends are loving it
But they don't know me by my government
This is really what the light done gave me
And I swear the weather's nice, it's amazing
But even when the sun outside, there's an area that's shady
Meaning everything could look good, meaning everything could look right
But some things stay cold in the hot weather
And this game gives you pain and it's not pleasure
Girl you kiss me last week, and it feels like last year
Cuz so many things can happen yeah and switch
I never knew that my dreams would end up like this

All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes
And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights
This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare
Cuz once she gone, keep thinking about, and I really can't get her back
But right now I got money in a fat wallet
And a bad bitch on my lap, she don't love me
This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare

I've been doing way too much expecting
Cuz all that I expected disappointed me like right now
Yeah I'm lovin all the cameras and attention and the lights
But what am I gonna do when the light's out?
Everybody wanna work to be the greatest
But they ain't really seeing how the game is
It's one thing to be the best in the game
Its another to maintain it
And I'm afraid of falling off so I gotta be on my toes and so focused
But its hard to keep your mind on one thing
When your old life tries to intervene
And they tell you that you really ain't yourself
And it's eating at you, speeding past you
Can't believe that that's who
You used to be baby
But you grow up so fast when you chase dreams
Its crazy when you come from having nothing
To being able to get each and everything you wanted
Materialism ends, but memories stay remembered
I just need to find myself again and make everything better
So baby would you answer
I never knew you would leave
Instead of finding what I once was
I should find who I should be

All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes
And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights
This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare
Cuz once she gone, keep thinking about, and I really can't get her back
But right now I got money in a fat wallet
And a bad bitch on my lap, she don't love me
This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare

How you feel about
You wanna talk
Are you mad cuz I'm not who I was?
Well let me catch up
Let me catch up