When It's Over

(album: Life In Plastic 2 - 2018)

Hello, Dream
This is a safe place
Tell me what's on your mind

What am I to do, when I feel I'm so done?
How do I go on, when I know I'm on one?
Wish I could explain, seems like I got no one
Wake up everyday, feel like I just want it to be over
When I got the world on my shoulder's
I can feel the end getting closer
Feel like I just want it to be over (over, over)

If I die, would they miss me?
Would they pop up in my comments, still tryna diss me?
They don't know my pop's is doing five over Fifty
I ain't hear from him in three months, shit is shifty
I swear life is iffy
And sometimes I be over it, feel like I can't go again
Feel like I can't hold it in, hoping y'all don't notice it
Been labeled as a bad girl, just cause I did Bad Girls
But everything you've seen, was a product of a sad girl
In a mad world, but I'm sorry
Everyday ain't no party
I'm not Nicki, I'm not Cardi
I'm DreamDoll, not Barbie
Everyday I get older
Swear to God, I just want it to be over

What am I to do, when I feel I'm so done?
How do I go on, when I know I'm on one?
Wish I could explain, seems like I got no one
Wake up everyday, feel like I just want it to be over
When I got the world on my shoulder's
I can feel the end getting closer
Feel like I just want it to be over (over, over)

If I died, would you miss me?
Would you drive by, play me loud through the city?
Or would you say, DreamDoll, was just another pretty
Reality Star, with some ass and some titties, please!
I'm the oldest of five, tryna keep us alive
Out of Edenwald projects, you learn how to survive
And I cried, ain't wanna give it up
Cause they ain't tryna give a feature, 'less I give it up
That's real as fuck!
And if the rawness offend you, imagine what I've been through
Cause it be messing up my mental, they don't see my potential
My pictures off IG, cause fuck likes, it's no love left inside me

What am I to do, when I feel I'm so done?
How do I go on, when I know I'm on one?
Wish I could explain, seems like I got no one
Wake up everyday, feel like I just want it to be over
When I got the world on my shoulder's
I can feel the end getting closer
Feel like I just want it to be over (over, over)

What am I to do? When I feel I'm so done
How do I go on? When I know I'm on one
Wish I could explain, seems like I got no one
Wake up everyday, feel like I just want it to be over