Sea In Storm

(album: Skeptic - 2021)

There's an ocean that's underneath my eyes
It lurks beneath
It curses me
Sometimes I feel like I'm blind
Feels like eternity
I wish I could go back
Innocent times
When I didn't know that
Hell was a place in your mind
It changes form
Like the sea in storm
I can't believe the force it hides
Patiently waiting for
A slight imperfection
Any mistake
It rises without a concern
For the lives that it takes

There's lightning on the water and the sky looks cold
The kind of feeling when you're insignificant and exposed
Clouds above me look like pitch black smoke
I feel the rising sea inside of me I slide beneath and I choke

On every word I hate
My eternal grave
Sometimes I feel like I'm tied
Deep beneath the waves
My body's sinking now
My hands are bound
I start to think about
How many times can I drown?
I'm rotting on the inside I've been
Suffocating in my silent doubts
I hate the words that you left with
I kept the curse you neglected
You turned me into a skeptic

There's lightning on the water and the sky looks cold
The kind of feeling when you're insignificant and exposed
Clouds above me look like pitch black smoke
I feel the rising sea inside of me I slide beneath and I choke

There's something watching over me
I hate the feeling of it
I hear it breathe
Beneath the vacant sunken sea
It never sleeps
But I'm always dreaming of it
Whispers to me all of my favorite deceits

There's something watching over me
I hate the feeling of it
I hear it breathe
Beneath the vacant sunken sea
It never sleeps
But I'm always dreaming of it
Whispers to me all of my favorite deceits

There's something watching over me
I hate the feeling of it
I hear it breathe
Beneath the vacant sunken sea
It never sleeps
But I'm always dreaming of it
Whispers to me all of my favorite deceits

It's watching me die
I'm in the thick of it
I never admitted it
Disregarded every sign
I take my final breath
I think of my regrets
They came back to life

There's lightning on the water and the sky looks cold
The kind of feeling when you're insignificant and exposed
Clouds above me look like pitch black smoke
I feel the rising sea inside of me I slide beneath and I choke

(The cause of death was drowning)