Alone

(album: Pain Is Real - 2023)

Lately, I've been thinking that some things might stay the same
I been going through so much and then this pain don't go away
Sometimes I overthink and let this anger turn to rage
I be stuck up in the past and think the future's just a waste
So much be on my mind, I just smoke the pain away
Even though I'm on my grind, some shit don't feel the same
I be deep up in depression and put smiles on my face
I know life a living lesson but it's still a shitty place

I been chilling with my demons they be there when I'm alone
I know god always listen but have yet to get the phone
Young nigga tryna get it and I got it on my own
They say words never hurt you so I started breaking bones

Young nigga on a mission
He ain't got no love so he drill shit
He ain't trust in a minute
Ain't no luck where he living
On some real shit
This some real shit
He fucked up so he steal shit
Ain't no love in that street mix
He was young but a menace
Yeah a menace

Holy water, couldn't make me holy
Buss down, got these bitches on me
I'm in my own lane don't worry bout a thing
Tryna be stress-free, like that just sounds insane

I been on my zone, in my bag, you know I'm locked in
She be on my phone, she used to laugh now I'm a topic
Rather be alone cause when I love it's hard to stop it
Like shawty you don't love me, if you loved me u would stop it

Lately, I've been thinking that some things might stay the same
I been going through so much and then this pain don't go away
Sometimes I overthink and let this anger turn to rage
I be stuck up in the past and think the future's just a waste
So much be on my mind, I just smoke the pain away
Even though I'm on my grind, some shit don't feel the same
I be deep up in depression and put smiles on my face
I know life a living lesson but it's still a shitty place