Feeling Something Bad...

(album: Chaotic - 2021)

How can I say what I wanna say
Never learned how to really speak my mind
Let me get a word in I
Guess my brain doesn't think I should try
Count up to 10 and play it on rewind
How do I say what I'm tryna say
When I can't even look you in the eye?

This is difficult
Wanna be your pretty baby, centerfold
(I don't know)
I sound delusional
But when we kissed you gave an inch, I took a mile

And I see you when I sleep, please don't hate me
If I bring this to the light, am I crazy?

Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask
Maybe my obsessions drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad

Making me sick and my stomach hurts
Grab my hand, I don't wanna let go
Sorry if my cheeks turn red
Blood is pumping, I stare at the floor
Count up to 10 and now I want it more
Touch me again and my skin burns
I don't like that I like it tho

This is difficult
Let me be your little baby, have it all
(Is it wrong?)
I sound delusional
But when you kiss me envision something beautiful

And I see you in my dreams, please don't hate me
If I let the words come out, I'll sound crazy

Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask
Maybe my obsessions drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad

Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask
Maybe my obsessions drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad

How do I say what I'm tryna say
When I can't even look you in the eye?