Erase Me

(album: Silent Scream - 2009)

(So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here
I stopped being in front of you ages ago
Is this gonna be another self bidding note?
Cause I'm so sick of everything
But mostly sick of myself being so pathetic for so long

It somehow feels I've been crying all my life
I'm almost saying my vision of everything is filtered through rain
I wish, I could even wish for something to happen
I can no longer hope
Feeling something or dreaming was no
Longer up somewhere in my foolish child being
I dare not hope, I dare not fight

Say goodbye to the comfort
I only wish i could be unlearnt
Completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?)

I hear noises in the dark
And hope I only dream
My head is the only place
Where I can hear myself

All I do is breathing in
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming and wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions and unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn I am longing to see
Erase me...

I'm near but my heart is cold
My eyes can't hold the tears
I'm here and my mirror shows
My childhood's ghastly fears

All I do is breathing in
(What if I want to fade away?)
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming and wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions and unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn I am longing to see
Erase me...

(I'm for the chance of inspiration
I wish someone else made all decisions for me
Putting me out of a misery of having to
Choose a one-way cure like curcifixial options
For my encourage to give up?
Since i can never be dealt with the pain
Not regretting for the love like this
I'm just wondering...
Is it not okay to be born?
That you're having love like this
What is left for me to wait for?
Should i condemn myself to keeping or leaving
Just to warn for all that I've lost and feel like
Or some superior power itself finally decides to give an end
To the those of myself would have become?
Dying itself is not an option anymore
I only wish I could be unborn, completely forgotten
Me and my meaningless journeying through life
Can i just fade away?)

What if I want to fade away?
Making mistakes I've always made...
What if I want to fade away?
Making mistakes I've always made...
What if I want to fade away?
Making mistakes I've always made...
What if I want to fade away?