Bad, Sad & Kinda Mad

(album: Emma Steinbakken - 2019)

You text me like you care
But I got left on read like a book
I can read your mind
What way the conversation took
Where are you now? Where are you now?
How many bars you have? You left your charger inside
Maybe you put it on silence
But then, why would you do that?
You used to keep it on vibrate
So you could stay in our chat

And it makes me feel
Bad, sad and kinda mad

Don't call me at 4am
And don't think I don't know 'bout all of them
I don't have time to get in my feelings
Whenever you don't act like you mean it
So don't call me at 4am, or ever again

Why do I feel like I need you?
Making me cry is everything you do
I wanna tell you that I hate you
But I'm hung up on everything you do, so
Where are you now? Where are you now?
Would you be sad if I left? Start telling me you're no better
You're kinda cute but controlling
Everything feels like a test
Is it the pain or the pleasure?
Are you for real or forever?
Are you?

'Cause you and I was never real
'Cause you and I was never real
And it makes me feel
And it makes me feel
And it makes me feel
Bad, sad and kinda mad

Don't call me at 4am
And don't think I don't know 'bout all of them
I don't have time to get in my feelings
Whenever you don't act like you mean it
So don't call me at 4am, or ever again