Comfortable When I'm Crazy

(album: Flower Shops - 2022)

Heaven knows it's all my fault
Between you and pills and alcohol
I'm out here drowning damn near every night
I try to pray, but no one's there
So I numb it up 'til I don't care
About these neon demons that I fight
Oh, I ain't a bad guy, but baby I ain't no saint

I'm only comfortable when I'm crazy
I'm just a candle in the wind
And I know tomorrow, girl you'll hate me
And wonder where the hell I've been
It's always lonely after midnight
Getting what I want, not what I need
I'm only comfortable when I'm crazy
Girl look what you've made me do to me

Try to make the back row pew
But the blackout lasts way past two
So, I'll just light one up and find my phone
Ooh, and then I'll wonder who it's safe to call
From the numbers on the kitchen wall
To help me try and stop this rolling stone
Oh, I think I'm a good guy, but I got one foot in the flame

'Cause I'm only comfortable when I'm crazy
I'm just a candle in the wind
And I know tomorrow, girl you'll hate me
And wonder where the hell I've been
It's always lonely after midnight
Getting what I want, not what I need
I'm only comfortable when I'm crazy
Well, girl look what you've made me do to me

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I don't know how we ended up last night
Call me back and let me know
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Every time I find something that I should hold on tight to
I let it go

'Cause it's always lonely after midnight
Getting what I want, not what I need
And I'm only comfortable when I'm crazy
Well, girl look what you've made me do to me