Losing Control (iTunes Bonus Track)

(album: Ungrateful - 2013)

I'm just like a fly on the wall
Tear off my wings and I'll take my last breath
And all my aspirations are dead
Because I've ripped them to shreds
Now I fall
My meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches
I numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision
Will I feel this, feel this way forever?
God (OH God!) how do you see me?

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope
Now I'm falling, down the rabbit hole
Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go?
I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control

Pain, it hangs on by a thread
I lie alone in this bed, drift away
Am I stuck in a dream in a dream
I fall apart at the seams in my mind
My meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches
I numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision
Will I feel this? Feel this way forever?
God (OH God!) how do you see me?

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope
Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go
I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control

Oh oh [x2]

I won't give up
I won't give
I WON'T GIVE UP!
I WON'T GIVE UP!
FUCK YOU! I'm NEVER GIVING UP!

Now I'm feeling, at the end of the rope
Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Am I losing my mind? Or I just can't let go?
I feel like I, feel like I'm losing control