Better Now

(album: Better Now - 2018)

It's been a few days, nothin's the same, you're a stranger
But in my heart I know that there's no one that could know you better
Maybe you're right, but I need time for me to write this chapter
On my own, mmm

So many fights, so many nights I couldn't hold my anger
I'd sleep in my car and wonder if I get to see you later
I'm done with the lies, done with the trying, so I guess you're not my
Problem now

'Cause I just wanna hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now

I don't wanna drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes and in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now, I'm better now

Oh
No, no

I wish you had faith but I was faced with an ultimatum
You knew I had dreams so who were you to tell me to forget them
And now it all seems your world is crashing down, you blaming me for
All that's been done

'Cause I just wanna hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now

I don't wanna drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes and in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now, I'm better now

So I guess you were a liar, you said you want it all, want it all
But you did not have that fire for us, oh, yeah
And when the truth comes I'm a danger
And I won't hold you back, hold you back
Now we're lost what still remains of our trust, oh, oh, oh

'Cause I just wanna hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
Yeah, so I think this might be better now

I don't wanna drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes and in my mind
I think this might be better now, better now, I'm better now

Oh
No, no

'Cause I just wanna hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now