I Can't Keep You

(album: Ex:Re - 2018)

Oh the rain, it's constant
Never mind if I'm awakened
Throwing stones against my windows
Sounds a lot like young love
Yeah, I wouldn't know
I was always terrified of touching
Yeah, I wouldn't know
I always thought my eyes would burn

Then the days come blurring
Into one long drone
And caffeine
I was tryna make a home for myself here to come clean
But I end up writing naked daydreams
Got sober, I spent my rent on
Shimmer-glitter white teeth, heart broke got low self-esteem

Then the evenings, and the sight of you in my kitchen
You come around here to get high
And I sometimes find you childish
And I sometimes find you mesmerising
And I one time found your mouth when we hid behind refrigerator
I can't keep you a constant secret, sweetness
When I keep thinking about it, late
Oh, I keep thinking about you, hey

Oh the rain, it's constant
Doesn't care if I'm awakened
Throwing stones against my windows
Sounds a lot like young love
Yeah, I wouldn't know
I was always terrified of touching
Yeah, I wouldn't know
I always thought I'd go blind from touching, how sweet

Oh, I keep thinking about it, late
Oh, I keep thinking about you, hey