Descend

(album: Polythene - 1997)

Sittin back i only wish,
Today will turn out fine,
And wash away the stain,
The poison in my eyes,
What do you recommend,
I feel my life descending,
I'm fallin outta reach,
Catch me as i bleed (again)

Im not insane,
Can't reach the pain.

[CHORUS]
If i could be all by myself,
i could be me,
I you could see, live with my pain,
The thoughts that i keep.

I hate the way they are,
Thier patronising thoughts,
Tried to get inside my head,
Ask the questions i have read,
But one thing makes it hard,
Feel so fragile as i cry,
So confused yet so alive,
So abused the system lied,
You lied to me.

Im not insane,
Can't reach the pain.

[CHORUS]

Alone,
Alone.

Hands appeared around my neck,
Felt so hard to breath i stared,
As my focus turned to haze,
I could see them.

Im not insane,
Can't reach the pain.

[CHORUS]
If i could be all by myself,
I could be free,
If you could see, live with my pain,
The thoughts that i keep,
Alone, Alone, Alone.

Descend,
Descend.