miracle/marigold

(album: grow your hair long if you're wanting to see something that you can change - 2022)

I need a miracle
Or a marigold
Or anything to distract my mind
From this terrible
Hysterical
Situation that I find

Myself drawn into
Like Blade said: "nightmare's coming true"

I get lost in the hall
Of my memory retracing every move
Between what I should've done and what did happen
And every wise choice I didn't choose

I look back so much it's hurting my neck
'Cause the truth is too absurd to accept

Oh, I guess I've got no choice but to keep flexing through the pain
I hope this is just a funny story to tell one day
You know that it's bad when you don't really believe in god
But every night you close your eyes and pray

For a miracle
Or a marigold
Or anything to distract my mind