First Of The Last

(album: A Life By Design? - 2013)

The secret side within
Where have I been
I'm buried inside the
Soul of a mountain

It's all I've ever been
Too scared to waste again
Stand in the shadow
Of life I have chosen

I can't begin to end the fight
I'm afraid to feel fire from inside
I can't defend the fight this time
As I fall into ashes

Stealing your life away
Denial defines the fall
Choose your fate
From hate to the black hole
Either way
The fire escape is closed
You're the first of the last to go

You feel your heart begin
To get violent
You're alone in a world filled with silence
You hear that voice again
Screaming end him
I can't take all the guilt I've been handed

I can't begin to end the fight
I'm afraid to feel fire from inside
I can't defend the fight this time
As I fall into ashes

Stealing your life away
Denial defines the fall
Choose your fate
From hate to the black hole
Either way
The fire escape is closed
You're the first of the last to go

You're the first of the last to go