It Feels Like I'm Underwater

(album: On A TV That No One Saw - 2021)

Do you find it so much harder than me
To sit and watch me get eaten alive
By the thoughts that wake me in my sleep
On the nights that I feel everything

But I swear that I'm well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
We'll pretend that I wasn't scared if you want to
I swear that I'm well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
There's a monster under the stairs
I think it wants you
I see it watch you
Every time you walk through

Now it's black
And you're in love with broken teeth
And every broken part of me
When it's dark I feel warm beneath the sheets
I guess that's why I couldn't leave

But I swear that I'm well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
We'll pretend that I wasn't scared if you want to
I swear that I'm well aware
How I take curses and make them prayers
There's a monster under the stairs
Don't let it haunt you
Because it'll haunt you
It'll haunt you

When I think that I'm under fire
It feels like I'm underwater
I know that I must look tired
I hope I can meet your father
It feels like I'm under fire
I swear that I'm underwater
Why does everything make me tired
I hope I can meet your father