I Don't Want To Be Here Either

(album: Sin - 2019)

I missed your call again 'cause I knew what it would be about
I was thinking of a good excuse while I watched you ring out
The last thing that you said to me was that you're not doing so well
I'm guessing you dug too deep and you didn't like what you found
And I said the only thing I thought would help
You know I'm gonna kill you if you kill yourself

I saw you staring at the sky
Always looking for a reason to say goodbye
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?
'Cause people really love you and nothing's ever final
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?

And I'll never stop blaming myself for what you did
I guess we're all one bad day away from a hospital bed
And I don't know what to say to you, I don't wanna be here either
But I stay for them because we mean more than you remember

I saw you staring at the sky
Always looking for a reason to say goodbye
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?
'Cause people really love you and nothing's ever final
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?

I saw you staring at the sky
Always looking for a reason to say goodbye
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?
'Cause people really love you and nothing's ever final
Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?

Don't you know there's nothing up there but stars?