Maybe

(album: The Shark In Your Water - 2022)

You cut so deep, but I've always loved you deeper
These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you've gotta keep her
Who've you been talking to?
What do they want you to do?

Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart
While I was sleeping you slipped in and burst apart
God knows I love you so
But I won't be your ghost

You're the one who's in my body ripping at the seams
You're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could have loved you right but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

There's something dark inside me, and I can't get it out
My thoughts ring in your voice now and I can't make a sound

You loved me holy with your cross and your disease
Did you feel that close to god when you had me on my knees?
If you don't love me now
Well then we all go down

I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide
Bleed me, baby, gemini, hurt me til you feel all right
And I won't, no, I won't
You got into my head and now I'll never be the same
My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name
And maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

You're the one who's in my body ripping at the seams
You're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams
Maybe I won't, maybe I will
I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild
I wish I could have loved you right but I was just a child
Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you