They Wanted Darkness...

(album: Parachutes - 2016)

Sometimes we miss old friends,
Until we remember they weren't friends
You see, treachery in memories it always takes a different spin…
Until it happens again and again

And it's that time again,
You're just in time to break me down

You said you want my pain?
And I gave you pain
I'll give you pain, until it's gone

You wanna know my deal, the reason I can't deal
Why I crack under the pressure of always feeling guilty
Of never pleasing anyone cause no one here can get over their shit?

But it's that time again,
There's always time to bring me down

You say you want my heart,
Just to tear it apart
But that's my favorite part of me
Yeah that's the only part I love

You can't tell me how to be myself,
Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself
You can't break me down again or change my mind on this,
I'm breaking out of this, your darkness

No one's ever felt like this before, oh no,
No one's ever been like me before, I'm sure of it, sure of it

You can't tell me how to be myself,
Just wait, I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself
You can't break me down again or change my mind on this,
I'm breaking out of this, your darkness

Would you die for me if I lived for you?
But turn your back on me, if I continue to follow my heart?
How could you?

Throw me away, just let me be, and hate me for me
(I can't be so, perfectly, untrue for you.)
Loving a lie, deny me my life, but I still love you…
(I can't be so, perfectly, untrue for you.)

But why should I?

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