15 Years

(album: Mixed Emotions II - 2023)

Baby, do you love me?
Will you ever someone above me? (Will you?)
I know that I hurt you, for that, I'm sorry (Yeah, yeah)
But, you cannot take this and blame it on me (Nah)
You cannot
I see you hurting, just know it's hard on me
But I can't forget this burden I feel on me
If I'm lying, I'm dying (I'm dyin')
I swear, I'm trying (I swear, I'm tryin')

Feel I've been holding in this pain for more than fifteen years (For more than fifteen years)
I couldn't tell you 'bout this pain, it'll take like fifteen years (It take like fifteen years)
I'm a street nigga, why you think I don't show feelings? (Feelings)
Find me talking to myself in the evenings (Losing my mind)
I'm the only person that relates (Yeah)
I'm the only person that can feel it

I wish I was psychic
I wish I could see what's in your head and what's it like in there (What's it like in there)
This is coming straight from the heart, there ain't no writing here (No, no)
Something's fucked with my head, I can tell I ain't alright in there (I ain't right in there)
I don't wanna live my life in fear (No)
You know ain't no one playing fair (No)
I feel to dig a grave and bury all my feelings there (They can keep it)
Put my heart in a tomb, I don't care (I'm tired)
I feel the pain everywhere

Feel I've been holding in this pain for more than fifteen years (For more than fifteen years)
I couldn't tell you 'bout this pain, it'll take like fifteen years (It take like fifteen years)
I'm a street nigga, why you think I don't show feelings?
Find me talking to myself in the evenings
I'm the only person that relates
I'm the only person that can feel it

Have you ever put your trust in someone and they lose it?
I feel to take aim and shoot Cupid
She done me wrong, I must be dumb, I must be stupid
Love is the only time I've ever felt foolish
I feel like I'm losing my mind, I'm crazy
How could you ever do this to me my baby?
All I ever wanted for you was to be my lady, and save me (No problem, no problem)

Baby, do you love me?
Will you ever someone above me? (Will you?)
I know that I hurt you, for that, I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
But, you cannot take this and blame it on me (Nah)
You cannot
I see you hurting, just know it's hard on me
But I can't forget this burden I feel on me
If I'm lying, I'm dying (I'm dyin')
I swear, I'm trying (I swear, I'm tryin')

Feel I've been holding in this pain for more than fifteen years (For more than fifteen years)
I couldn't tell you 'bout this pain, it'll take like fifteen years (It take like fifteen years)
I'm a street nigga, why you think I don't show feelings? (Feelings)
Find me talking to myself in the evenings (I don't wanna say nothin')
I'm the only person that relates (Yeah)
I'm the only person that can feel it

I'm the only person
Yeah, I'm the only person
I'm the only person
Yeah