High Again

(album: (e)motion sickness - 2022)

I got high again last night
For the first time in my life
Working hard to waste my time
Learning how to lose my mind
I wake up and close my eyes
It's hard to quit until you try
'Cause for the first time in my life
I got high again

Everybody tells me I'm a letdown
Every day, I'm trying just to hold on
I knew that I was different all along
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na
I was in the back row
Carving out my heart into my notebook
Everybody knows I don't belong
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na

I got high again last night
For the first time in my life
I'm always honest when I lie
See me smiling when I cry
I don't want to go outside
In my room is where I hide
For the first time in my life
I got high again

Everybody tells me I'm a letdown
Every day, I'm trying just to hold on
I knew that I was different all along
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na
I was in the back row
Carving out my heart into my notebook
Everybody knows I don't belong
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh-oh-oh

I wake up and close my eyes
It's hard to quit until you try
'Cause for the first time in my life
I got high again last night

Everybody tells me I'm a letdown
Every day, I'm trying just to hold on
I knew that I was different all along
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na
I was in the back row
Carving out my heart into my notebook
Everybody knows I don't belong
Now they're singing na-na-na-na-na