im nothing thats all i am

(album: i care so much that i dont care at all - 2023)

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
Goddammit this happens every time
I looked you in the face said I'm fine
But goddammit would you believe I lied
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause goddammit this happens every time
'Cause goddammit this happens every time

I get drunk, I get drunk
I get too fucked up
I get stuck in my head
Or I get stuck up
On the things that I had
Or the people I trust
And the things I won't say
To the people I love
Like oh my god
We've been here far too long
You almost broke my heart
You left as I started drinking
The fuck was I thinking?

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
Goddammit this happens every time
I looked you in the face said I'm fine
But goddammit would you believe I lied
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause goddammit this happens every time
'Cause goddammit this happens every time

And I know
That you won't
So I'll leave
You'll stay home
I can't help it
I must go
It's like oh my god
We've been here far too long
You almost broke my heart
You left as I started drinking
The fuck was I thinking?

As you walked away from me, I counted every stride
Like goddammit this happens every time
I looked you in the face said I'm fine
But goddammit would you believe I lied
I know it doesn't look like I tried
'Cause goddammit this happens every time
'Cause goddammit this happens every time