How Bout Now

I've been searching for a sign
Through the corners of my mind
Looking for permission for someone that told me that I'm fine
Truth is that I've been a mess
Like I'm wasted and depressed
Facing my addiction
Is this as good as it gets?
(Woo, woo, woo, woo)

I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of hearing "Not right now"
I hope one day it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of feeling six feet down
I hope one day it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?

I won't let this city get me down
Even though I hate this fucking town
Careful who you share your dreams with
Thought I'd feel better now
I fell back and hit my head
I cry 'til my eyes turn red
I'm tired of feeling like shit
And I done quit, a stranger in my skin

I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of hearing "Not right now"
I hope one day it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit
I'm so sick of feeling six feet down
I hope one day it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?

If you need a little help, you can put it on me
If you going through Hell, you can put it on me
If you doing it yourself, you can put it on me
Put it on me, you can put it on me
If you need a little help, you can put it on me
If you going through Hell, you can put it on me
Fuck the hand that you were dealt, put it on me
Put it on me, you can put it on me

I'm so sick of that same old shit (Same old shit)
I'm so sick of hearing "Not right now" (Right now)
I hope one day it gets better than this (Better than this)
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah
I'm so sick of that same old shit (Same old shit)
I'm so sick of feeling six feet down
I hope one day it gets better than this
I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah

How about now?
How about now?