FU

(album: PESSIMIST - 2021)

Tell me that you care
Stroking my hair
Like you're not the reason I'm here on the floor
Counting my breaths
Thank God for friends
The only advice I've been taking is yours

Should've ignored it
Couldn't ignore it
I missed all the warnings

It's been so long
Since I
Looked at you in the eye
I don't know anybody like I know you
Oh, and now I wish I never had to

Sigh, pretend its okay
Now I feel ashamed
For wanting to feel something other than sad
My mom says I've changed
Lost too much weight
She never liked you that much anyway

But l never notice
The signs when they surface
Is this really worth it?

It's been so long
Since I
Looked at you in the eye
I don't know anbody like I know you
Oh, and now I wish I never had to

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Should've ignored it
I couldn't ignore it
But it's so important

It's been so long
Since I
Looked at you in the eye
I don't know anybody like I know you
Oh, and now I wish I never had to