Now That I'm At The Top Of My Game (Alternate)

(album: Ugly Spiral: Lost Works 2012-2016 - 2018)

There was a time where I'd unravel and drown in the snow
There was a time when getting murdered would feel like a joke
But I'm alive
Don't let me die

Now that I'm at the top of my game

There was a time where I'd apologize when I should have been saying thank you
Times where I'd be filled with shame over things that everybody goes through

But now I'm free
I like being me

Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game

I get stronger with every punch and every kick
And every rock that hits my back
And every time that I get sick, oh
I get stronger too

There's still times where I feel sad as hell
And there are times I downright scare myself
Times where the rage inside me swells into a big, black tidal wave

And I feel like an idiot
When I know I can deal with it

Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game