Mad Enough

(album: Hey, I'm Here For You - 2020)

These days I wanna feel again
On my bed staring at the ceiling fan
Sick of all the times I didn't show up
Wish we realized that we need to grow up
Yeah I've been good and I've been patient
You stay mad then why are you waiting
And I don't care
'Cause you ain't here

These days just ain't adding up
And I don't think we've had enough
Even when you've gone away
I just wanted you to stay
And I don't think it's adding up
Cause even when I'm mad
I'm not mad enough
And I just came to say
It's better off this way

Getting to late to just start again
Caught up in a war and I lost a friend
Cause we don't play as nice as we used to
Or have the same nights like we used to
Now I'm mad cause I'm in my head
And what we need to say goes left unsaid
Cause we don't get by like we used to
Or get so high like we used to
So I'll get drunk and I'll get jaded
I see you out, no conversations
And I don't want that
So can't you come back

These days just ain't adding up
And I don't think we've had enough
Even when you've gone away
I just wanted you to stay
And I don't think it's adding up
Cause even when I'm mad
I'm not mad enough
And I just came to say
It's better off this way