I'll Wait

(album: Have Mercy - 2022)

I'll wait for you
When you're ready here I'll be ready too
You know I wasn't the same when you left
I know you didn't know me at my best

But I was hanging by a thread
30 years old waking up in a hospital bed
Wondering how did I get here? And where is my home?
Is there something better after I go?

Hands up
I'll show you everything I have on my arms
Lights out
It was me, I found myself in the dark
But I wanna be where you are

I wanna take it all back
And take it all down
Build it all up and over again
I wanna get it right
I wanna find out why I am
The way I really am

We had some good friends and lost 'em quick
And I saw myself doing the same shit
There's no excuse for the things that I did
But with the doubt, the taste in my mouth
I guess I'll always know what it is

Hands up
I'll show you everything I have on my arms
Lights out
It was me, I found myself in the dark
But I wanna be where you are

I wanna take it all back
And take it all down
Build it all up and over again
I wanna get it right
I wanna find out why I am
The way I really am

I wanna let it all out
Scream it aloud
I could use all the help I can
I wanna get it right
I wanna find out why I am
The way I really am

Hands up
I'll show you everything I have on my arms
Lights out
It was me, I found myself in the dark

I wanna take it all back
And take it all down
Build it all up and over again
I wanna get it right
I wanna find out why I am
The way I really am

I wanna let it all out
Scream it aloud
I could use all the help I can
I wanna get it right
I wanna find out why I am
The way I really am